This isn't a blog post about Pepper or Bramblewood per se or anything anyone is going to want to read. But some have asked me about the horse I keep posting on Facebook and some have had to listen to me go on and on about the ATFO and some have helped me on my journey by purchasing things from me so I thought I'd just write a blog post about the journey to hopeful horse ownership.
I'll try to keep this short. ;)
Back in the spring, I began working with Kim to consider what it would take to leap into horse ownership. Kim's really good at that, by the way. I knew that I wanted a horse of my own but I didn't want to look back in hindsight and think, man, I really didn't think that through or geez, I rushed that and now look at me. I've got experience with that kind of thing, after all. **cough cough self-published teacher book no one can ever see** I even sent my mom a picture of a horse in a rescue in WV and said, see this would be my dream horse (palomino QH mare).
Picture I sent to my mom. Her name was Aurora :) |
So I resolved to begin raising the money and once I had 5K I would start casually looking. Well, you know me, that's easier said than done. Once I get an idea in my head, I want to carry it out like NOW. But I was patient, more or less. Kristin had to probably look at way more horse ads than she wanted as I "just browsed" EquineNow or 15 some odd groups on Facebook.
Then a rescue that I followed, Heart of Phoenix in WV, (I do love rescue animals after all) popped back up in my Facebook feed. They were advertising for trainers for their 2023 Appalachian Trainer Face-Off. Intrigued, I began to investigate.
In a nutshell, the ATFO is operated by Heart of Phoenix. It's a 100 day competition with 30-40 rescue horses and at the end of the 100 days, the horses and their trainers compete in a 3 day competition to show what their horse has learned and, at the end of the competition, the horses are auctioned off to pre-approved adopters. These horses have all types of backgrounds - unstarted young horses, horses that just haven't been ridden in a while, feral horses, etc. The trainers come from all types of backgrounds and experiences. But one thing that I really liked was that the rescue was very up front with the fact that they didn't want trainers to push horses to be perfect in 100 days - rather just to take them as far as they could in 100 days. (They've had a few trainers just in the past few days say that their horses were not 100 day horses so they're going to keep them for a full year of training and take on another for the competition. Which is awesome.) So you know me, I was intrigued. I also liked that while you had to apply and be approved to be able to bid, being approved did not REQUIRE you to bid or adopt. It just gave you the opportunity. And there were a couple of horses that I really liked - including Aurora, the horse I'd sent a picture of to my mom.
Before I plunged ahead with the application, I had another consult with Kim to make sure I wasn't being dumb. Then I put in my application!
Fast forward over a month and I finally got approved. I'm quite grateful to everyone who listened to me moan and groan "they're not going to approve me, gosh how long does it take to talk to a farrier, I'll never get approved" and kept reminding me to be patient. I followed my top horses on social media (another great aspect of the ATFO is that the trainers post all about their training journey on social media so you can keep up).
And I finally got approved! What's more, the level I was approved for was going to match the level of the #1 horse that I wanted - Aurora.
Aurora on her first day at Courtney's farm. How cute is she! |
So I decided to stop looking at other horses, stop browsing Craigslist, EquineNow, 30 Facebook groups, and save for the ATFO. I decided that I'd focus on the ATFO and having the funds I needed by then. And, if I wasn't the high bidder or there wasn't a horse that was ultimately a good fit for me, then that's fine, God would just be shutting that door and I'd patiently keep looking. And I found such a peace in that. Just praying for wisdom and guidance about the ATFO in general and that God would show me if it was His will for me or not gave me such a peace. I wasn't stressing over inquiring about this horse or that horse. I had a goal and I had a plan.
There were a few other horses I liked in the ATFO but one was too short, one was not a good fit (love that HOP has given me a "personal" adoptions counselor who will be honest with me about whether or not a HOP horse is a good fit), and one was not really physically able to do what I wanted to do.
That left Aurora. And guys, let me tell you about Aurora. (I know this has gotten really long so if you've stuck with me this long, God bless you). She's a 15 year old palomino Quarter Horse. A palomino QH is like my dream horse, btw. She's 15 hands. Perfect. She has beautiful white socks and a beautiful white blaze. The best part is her trainer, Courtney, is like the sweetest lady on the planet and has put up with alllllll my many questions - and there have been many. Aurora ticks all my "unicorn" boxes. She walk/trot/canters, she doesn't act "mareish," she loves people, she's good on trails and in the arena, she's absolutely amazing. I'm going to meet her on July 22 and I cannot wait.
She's amazing. |
So I began to earnestly save money for Aurora (while still praying about God's plan and to not get on my own plan). I figured, I'd raise what I could, and then if it was enough, great. If it wasn't, well, then it wasn't God's plan. I'd be upset, for sure, and mega disappointed but I'd pick myself up and move on towards the greatness God would have for me in the future.
I worked Rover jobs, I did more dog sitting than I usually do, I fed cats, fed dogs, did 4 weeks of summer school, covered all the lessons I could in the summer for instructors out of town, sold any and everything I had in my house that I no longer used/wanted (still should have sold that mixer for more than $20). I'm grateful to everyone who supported me by buying something I was selling, giving me opportunities with pet care, horseback riding lessons, etc. You've really helped and supported me. I feel like Aurora is a real tangible possibility because of the money you've helped me raise.
I've got a bunch of spreadsheets and figures on estimated savings that I should have by August 19. I'm constantly reworking my figures (because I'm a nerd) and rewatching her videos. I've got my #hopteamaurora tshirt and tank top. I'm reminding myself not to buy stuff for a horse you.don't.yet.have. I sponsored her stall at the ATFO because I want people to see my name on her stall and have seen all my comments about how much I want her and just not even bid because they don't want to have to compete against me. I'm figuring out my bidding strategy. I'm zealous, you might say.
#hopteamAurora |
I prefer to think of it as doing the natural while God provides the super. Supernatural. Maybe that made sense. Instead of just sitting around expecting that God will just drop this amazing horse into my lap, I'm doing my part to make it happen. And if it doesn't, well, it won't be because I didn't try.
So keep your fingers crossed (and buy some dog stuff LOL) and maybe I'll be bringing home a horse in a month!
Also - I really did try to keep this short. ;)